I had thot that my uni.life would just keep getting better, but it had just peaked.

The most comforting way of looking at this is that there are tens of thousands of same-gender competitors in this game, how could you expect yourself not to at least lose your customer trice?

I had known right from the start that i was not fated for anything and so i didn't think i should start. Looks like i made the wrong decision again.

Thinking about current situation ...

It's time to forget about how i feel & put emotions aside and do some logical stuff. The situation was that she smsed me and said, "let's just be frens," saying that she had been thinking about it for quite long especially during the vietnam trip ...she listed the following reason:
incompatibility of charactersme being insensitive and uncaring towards hertrigger event of me talking to sishan on the train in vietnam about cameras while she was coughing on the bed and i did not show any concern

on my side i thot that in this relationship:she was the priority: much of the things we did were what she wanted toe.g. we usually went shopping for her things; went for FOOT stuff while she NEVER did join in trek stuff; going her house, not mine

there were things which i said i wanted to do, but they always ended up not being donee.g. Omnimax Movie, Photography exhibitioni guess that's what she meant by character incompatibility. that's why she didn't go eventually even tho she tried to agreed to go with me.

to be continued ...