a lot to reflect on ...

looking back at the previous & thinking about the future makes me realise that things will still go bad if i do not reflect upon myself and change for the better.

a few problems which was due to me included:

1. i wasn't much interested in telling her about what was happening for me day-to-day ... usually she was the one talking a lot about her days the whole time

2. both of us were not very proactive in keeping each other together

at this point, it does seem like this kinda game will not be excelled in in our society because we're bunch of ppl with ourselves at the central focus & quite a bit of bochupness (be it willing/ unwilling)

will continue ...