heart-felt stuff going on

old self re-emerging

my old pessimistic self

how i love to shoot myself in the foot

i need someone who cares about nothing but me

i need someone who's totally for me

i need someone who knows that i am just pessimistic and would do great as long as she loves me


she doesn't really seem to be that kind

when i said, "all i need is probably reassurance"

"like i care," was what she said.

i'd just like to ask if someone who fully matches me, exists.


she's captured by the interesting & the images

while i, look only for love.


i might be tired of these things

tired of getting ejected from places which find me unsuitable


i am indeed confused.

i have such bouts of emotional waves which stem from no reasons

this is very unhealthy

& it would probably be one of the fatal reasons for the ends of my relationships


i need a lot of patience from her.

but who on earth has that?